My current jam \m/

I'm currently taking my IT practicum or I'm on the job training now. My workplace is quite far, it takes me 45-60 mins on the way road that's why I adjusted my clocks 30mins earlier so I cannot be wait, hehe.. It's one of my weaknesses actually, not a morning person and I'm kinda slow mover. It's a long journey every morning that's why I always make sure that  my best friend for road trips is fully charged. My playlist consists of mostly music of my time, couple songs from Westlife, boybands, some Christian songs, some OPM from Eraserheads and Rivermaya, some oldies, even The Beatles and one Frank Sinatra. I sorta avoid music from mainstream, or too mainstream especially those kind of songs that I could hear from all over the places.

So here's my some music that is on repeat mode:

We Are Young by Fun. ft. Janelle Monae - First heard on John Cena- The Rock promotional WrestleMania 28 match. I'm trying hard to stop myself singing this song out loud while playing on my earphones.

Demi Lovato - I just completed all 3 albums of this Disney star and I'm currently hook on her first one. I would die to have a singing voice like hers. Seriously.

Kelly Clarkson - I have love her since Since You've Been Gone days and her latest Stronger is an awesome national anthem for all the women around the world. The music video is great as well. The Kelly Clarkson is dancing  ;)

Invincible by Machine Gun Kelly- Another from WWE WrestleMania theme. I adore the chorus.

Call Me Maybe by Carly Rae Jepsen -  So this is mainstream, right? The lyrics from the chorus is ridiculous, but I can't fake it, I like this catchy song. The celebrity stars lip syncing the song youtube video made me like this one. I don't know the singer, is she the star from the ICarly show of Nickolodeon? Oh okay.

It's funny that each song that I listen to my playlist, my mind automatically imagining myself singing the song in front of the crowd. I am really a frustrated singer and performer.

OMG. Autographed picture of Shane Filan with my name on it. Kill me now ^__^

Living on the other side of the world? Getting close to your idol is freakin impossible to happen? Computer and internet makes all your dreams come true. It's now easy to have photo beside your idol, thanks to Photoshop and now this: an autographed picture of your favorite artist, thanks to this site, you can now have a signed poster of Westlife and other artist you've been fantasizing for long now. It's their actual signature and handwriting can be personalized and print out, of course you have to pay for it and the watermarks you're seeing above will not be included. I'm actually psyched about this, seeing my name with Shane's signature... Aaahh. dream come true!

Pathetic fangirl I am.

Labor day out of town trip

We went all the way to Bataan to visit Rey's family. I have finally met his mother and younger brother who has just graduated from studying Criminology. He's more goodlooking than his older bro, hahaha! They're all nice and the treatment was very welcome like they already knew me before. Although most of the time, they've been talking waray dialect, I partly understand what they're saying, cos Bisaya and Waray are kinda alike with some words so,I was like a really quiet girl sitting on chair watching TV. Thank God the TV was on, it would be really awkward for me to sit and listening to their whatever they say or I'd be weirdly looking on my phone the whole time. Well, it was quite an out of town trip, I have never been to Bataan and Pampanga before. I wish someday I could afford to travel beautiful places here in the Philippines... with him.

Tropical Lala

My current facebook profile photo.

We've been toast under the summer heat these past few days. I bet you enjoy it on the beach with family and friends (buti pa kayo) or some are loving it for quickly dry laundry. Some people I know are currently having tan skin, some were sun burned and it's sorta trend nowadays because it is summah. Me? I've been morena all my life. In all of my siblings, I say, I'm the only who have darker skin compare to them. I've been teased, bullied many times because of this, been called negra, sunog, etc. and honestly, being a morena has been one of my reasons why some points of my life I have a low level self-esteem. Until now, I'm still having trouble what color of clothes should I wear, I avoid neon colors, Haha! puhleeze.. I don't wear make up cos  I haven't figure out what colors suits to my skin (help please?) I researched on the internet about it, I even asked some bloggers, make up/fashion specialists but they all give me different answers, I dunno what's to follow. I've used whitening products such as soap, cream, lotion, astringent but I wasn't consistent using those because after all  this feeling bit down about my skin, I didn't feel any desperation to make my skin whiter. I am more concern of complexion of my skin irregardless of its color. I want it to be smooth, scar-less, I may not mestiza but at least my skin's beautiful than yours. Hahaha! This color of mine might be the reason why I am more a tropical person. I more like the heat than cold weather. I never enjoy rainy days, those kind of days seems to be so sad, gloom and all that. I love everything about summer except sun burned. I have enough sun kisses all over my skin, I don't think I need more. :))

PS: My guy says I don't need to get whiter, because he is already "crazy" over me, what more if I get clearer skin? HAHA! :))

Next year's Miss Universe could be a natural born MALE

I saw on the news today that Donald Trump, who owns the Miss Universe pageant, has agreed to let the TRANSGENDERS to ENTER and COMPETE with other NATURAL BORN WOMEN in MISS UNIVERSE PAGEANT.

No discrimination here. I respect all kinds of individuals here on earth but we have this saying, Ang kay Juan ay kay Juan at ang kay Pedro ay kay Pedro. I believe there's alot beauty pageants around the globe for transgenders, there's one as prestigious as Miss Universe, they should not go and takes over a contest that is exclusively for natural born women. It's plain unfair, I think.

Don't be surprise, one day... you'll be watching a Miss Universe coronation night and find out that all of them has gone through a surgical knife just to have a vajayjay!